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Love is imagined as a marsh that draws the speaker down more deeply the harder she struggles. Her final declaration affirms the love and trust that the other person may never understand.

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日本語原文 Japanese original

恋沼  高鳥奈緒   2023.10.31
 
恋沼にわが身は沈む
誰の助けもなく沈んでいく
ゆっくりとゆっくりと
もがけばもがくほど成す術もなく
口元まで沈んだ時
最後の一言を笑って言うわ
「ほら・・・見て!これが、わたしの愛、あなたを信じた姿よ」とね
でも、あなたは知る由もない

English translation 英訳

AI-assisted English translation. The Japanese original remains authoritative.

Into love’s quagmire my body sinks.
With no one to help me, I go under,
slowly, slowly.
The harder I struggle, the more helpless I become.
When I have sunk to my lips,
I will smile and speak one final line:
“Look... see! This is my love—
this is what it looks like to believe in you.”

But you will never know.

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