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A poem voices the frustration of wanting to help someone live while finding that words and gestures cannot reach them. This English version is an editorial translation for access; the Japanese text remains available alongside it for comparison.

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日本語原文 Japanese original

無力  高鳥奈緒   2024.1.8
 
成す術もなくて立ち尽くす
悔しくて もどかしくて
愕然と途方に暮れる
 
無力な自分を責めることしか出来なくて
手を差し伸べようにも届かない
どうか生きてほしい
 
掛ける言葉も届かない
出来ることは何なのか
見つけたいのに
見つからなくて
情けない小さな自分がいた
 
ただひたすら祈りながら
涙を呑むだけの無力
どうか生きてください
どうか生きてほしいから
 
枯れ枝でも生きる息吹を秘めているのに
この私の無力感は
一体全体何者なの?

English translation 英訳

AI-assisted English translation. The Japanese original remains authoritative.

With no means to act, I stand frozen—
frustrated, impatient,
stunned and utterly at a loss.
I can do nothing but blame my powerless self.

I reach out a hand, but it cannot reach you.
Please, live.
Even the words I offer cannot reach you.
What can I do?
I want to find it,
but I cannot.

There I was, small and ashamed,
praying with all my heart,
powerless, able only to swallow my tears.
Please, live.
I want you to live.

Even a bare branch conceals the breath of life.
Then what in the world
is this powerlessness I feel?

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